The famous Mallow that we plant every year from last year's seeds. |
The garden from my desk window. |
Now you have it. Scenes from both the places we hang our hats these days. It does a lot for the stranger and pilgrim concept.
Next week all of our children will be gone from home for a few days. It will be just Elv and I at home/work. Just us for meal times, and devotions. While Elv is at work I will be home alone. One of my friends said, "Oh my, I'm sorry, " when I told her. Wait! I was kind of looking forward to it. I guess I am selfish. But just think. I'll have hours to write or scrapbook without interruption. This is priceless! Let's hope I CAN write and plan layouts. Maybe it will be so quiet that I'll be jumpy and tense. Isn't that pathetic? It is a sure sign that I have never really had 3 days of solitude! I have never WANTED solitude before. Is it okay to look forward to this much quiet?
So I have been chasing this guilt around, desiring to keep this chance and not let it go. I keep thinking how I will fill it with "profitable" occupation.
Stop the guilt trip! Even if you do nothing and accomplish nothing but soak in silence and solitude,it will be truly wonderful. Silence is healing.
ReplyDeleteSo maybe in 25 years I'll get my day(s) alone that I want so desperately now sometimes.
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